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2011-11-24T21:19:00.001+08:00

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給你，也給我自己

2010-10-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

这首诗，算不上自己作的，参考的成分居多。

给你，也给我自己。

虽然说这首诗对我来说也不需要了，就当顺便警惕自己吧。

落花虽有情，流水却无意；
情义已不存，何苦去思忆？
劝君莫停留，独自图泪流；
放下心中瘤，天涯海阔游！

放下就轻松多了，朋友！
:)

好玩的游戏，好听的歌

2010-07-21T13:55:00.003+08:00

最近完成了一个游戏，<絶体絶命都市3 壊れゆく街と彼女の歌> ，是关于主角如何从灾难中生存并逃出来的游戏，很好玩，也玩得我心惊胆颤，某一些关卡死了很多次才过关，很喜欢里面的一首主题曲，叫《キミの隣りで》意思是“在你身旁”，歌词很不错，在游戏中播这首歌时还真的被感动到了！在网上找到了翻译，原贴是 http://www.cngba.com/thread-17904178-1-1.html，只是想放在这里留个纪念。

彼女の歌：
『キミの隣りで』
【在你身旁】
饭田舞
绝体绝命都市3

例えば今日こんなに悪い日だろうと
假如说今天是这么坏的一天的话
少しずつ明日へ続く道を歩く
我会慢慢地走向连接着明天的道路
例えばぼくがその道を歩くことを止めても
假如说我放弃走这条路
町中に溢れってる気付いてくれるかな
在城镇中溢出他还能够注意到吗
振り返る穏やかな日々
回顾以前那平静的日子
君の隣で笑っていた
在你的身旁笑着
あの顷明日が待ち遠しかったんだ
那个时候是那么的盼望着明天

僕はこんなにこんなにこんなに
我是如此地如此地如此地
大切な君を
想要保护珍贵的你
守りたい守りたい君だけを
想要保护想要保护只保护你
何度も何度も何度も君の名前を呼ぶよ
无数次无数次无数次呼唤着你的名字
まだ巡り合う為に
为了能再次相遇

とても強くて激しい风が吹き抜けて
非常猛烈的风吹过
思い出もなにもかも連れ去って
将回忆和一切都带走了
今頃気付く本当に大事な物は
现在才注意到真正珍贵的事物
指の間をすり抜けて消えてく
从手指之间擦过慢慢地消逝
まだ会えるなら言える気がする
如果还能相见的话我觉得我能说出
ずっと言えずにいた気持ちを
一直没有说出的我的心意
変わらず今まで空に願っているよ
直到现在并未改变还在向着天空许愿
君に会いたい会いたい会いたい
想与你相见与你相见与你相见
一瞬でもいい
哪怕是一瞬间
伝えたい伝えたい言葉だけ
想要传达想要传达仅仅用言语
何度も何度も何度も君の名前を呼ぶよ
无数次无数次无数次呼唤着你的名字
まだ巡り合う為に
为了能再次相遇

僕はこんなにこんなにこんなに
我是如此地如此地如此地
大切な君を
想要保护珍贵的你
守りたい守りたい君だけを
想要保护想要保护只保护你
何度も何度も何度も君の名前を呼ぶよ
无数次无数次无数次呼唤着你的名字
まだ巡り合う為に
为了能再次相遇

行动

2010-01-19T02:46:00.002+08:00

别把想做的事情变成只是一种意识，而不是行动。

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yo! Merry Christmas everybody! Happy holiday! But i still need to work today... Aiya...

There are 2 events happen to me today in my working place, ioi mall, the toilet beside cinema of old wing.

Let me introduce the toilet first. Before renovation, the toilet got a door and a very clear signboard stated female and male. After renovation, the toilet no longer have the door, they just mark a big female and male drawing on the wall which usually people may get confuse or ignore it. So, let me start the story right now.

First event happen at around 2pm... When i was just came out from the toilet, there are many people pass by (the movie just finish), they are blocking me, so i just stand in front of the toilet waiting a chance to go. Then suddenly an aunty around 60 to 70 years old pass by, wearing a big and clean spectacle (please believe my professional), when she saw me, she stopped, stare at me, look at the toilet beside me (the male one), stare at me the second time, then without asking or anything else she just went into the male toilet!! OH MY GOD!!! I straight away =.='' ! She is so fast that i can't even stop her!! So, i went out with a big smile on my face. When i reach my outlet, i can't control anymore and laugh out loud.

Second event happen at around 5pm... This time is when i was walking to the toilet...
In front of me there is a couple of husband and wife at around 40 to 50 years old... Same thing happen to them, they confuse in front of the toilet... I pass by and just turn in to the toilet... When the moment i turn in, i heard the husband told the wife "she's a female, she's a female, just follow her!" ( In cantonese ---> 'lui yan lei geh, lui yan lei geh, gen hui yap la!') So, i =.='' the second time today...

Conclusion, my body figure really that bad meh, ha!? The first event aunty, i got the front leh! and my hair is quite long!! The second event uncle and aunty, i don't blame you because my back really looks like a guy, but, uncle, can you say in a s-o-f-t-e-r voice?? ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The female and male drawing is so big and obvious on the wall!!!!

I laugh the whole day today, including my colleagues, they all said 'gim tou ha la''检讨下啦' which means go self-concious a bit lar...

Haih... It's time to change, huh?

忘了你忘了你忘了你

2009-11-22T00:07:00.005+08:00

我想忘了你，
我要忘了你！
可是我失败了，
原来我一直想着忘记你。。。

你是我不可磨灭的过去，
每一个表情都烙印在我脑海里。
思念你真简单，
坐也想，
站也想，
吃也想，
睡也想，
看，很简单吧？
你就像毒药，让我上瘾得无法自拔。

可是，被我思念着的你，
可知我伤心地对你唱着爱过你？
可知我绝望地对你唱着爱不再回来？
你可知，我天天都在等你？
我恨我太早遇见你！

“很喜欢你！”
说不出口。
不想亲手把那薄纱撕破，
没了薄纱隔着的我们，
是否会像当初那样，
单纯，自然地相处着？

信物的破碎，
是突来的告别仪式，
我想，我是时候放下了。

我会把对于你的感情，
埋在心底最深处的房间；
用大大的锁头锁着，
然后把钥匙丢掉。
灰尘会把这房间淹没，
时间会慢慢的，慢慢的，
侵蚀这房间。

或许某天这东西会顽皮地从门缝溜出来，
那么我会惊慌失措地把门缝塞住，
溜出来，塞住。
溜出来，塞住。
直至这房间被侵蚀消失为止。。。

这是对你的告白和告别，
再见，我心爱并珍惜着的人，
祝你幸福，
我要学会忘记你了。

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突然犯了多愁善感症，就嘀嗒嘀嗒地写了这篇文章，看回去还真的不像我！我知道爱情并不是全世界，爱情这东西在我心目中也不是第一，可我就写了这东西，天啊！这是我憋了好几年的东西，就让我发泄发泄吧，不写出来不甘心。其实现在已经没有东西了，这篇文章就只是个纪念而已。可是，有时还是会缅怀过去，我那青涩的时光。。。

My treasure

2009-08-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Do you have something that you very treasured, it contains your precious memory?

I was very happy today since i have a lot of sales in my outlet today, worked until 11.45pm, forced to cancel my friend's meeting, go home with a big smile.

But once i step into my room, i saw something that immediately makes me breakdown and cry. My treasure! It is broken by my niece!

Suddenly i felt that all the memories about the 'treasure' fly away and very very very sad.

I made that thing myself, 7 years ago, for someone, put many efforts on it, but i couldn't send it out, so i kept it. It is very beautiful, every time when i feel down i will look at it, it makes me feel calm and forget about the sadness, but now it is broken!!

He can do anything, play anything in my room, but how can he break that thing!! I warned him so many times, i put it very high on the cupboard!

Everyone shocked when they saw me crying, some say you can make a new one, but it is different!

Feel so sad and down, no mood to write anymore, night!

这是一个怎样的感觉？

2009-06-03T01:50:00.006+08:00

这是一个怎样的感觉？
当身边的人都比我快一步地走到对岸去，
而我，
依然站在同一个地方，
被笼牢着，被锁链锁着，
无论怎样挣扎也逃不了，
只能等着笼子坏掉，
只能等着锁链腐掉，
无论怎样地呐喊，
也没有人听到，
一直一个人待在笼子里...
一个人，在笼子里...

既然这样的话，
那就把笼子破坏掉吧！
哪怕用什么工具，
把自己弄得整身伤，
流多少的眼泪，
受多少的白眼，
听多少的冷言，
吃多少的苦，
咬.牙.切.齿，
我也不会放弃！

哭过，
就会变得坚强，
不让低落的情绪缠着我，
是时候收拾心情，
奋斗,奋斗,再奋斗！
我在此立志，
我.将.不.平.凡!!

挡我者，
请自动消失。

痛快！

2009-05-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

人生有多少个十年？最重要痛快！我要活出精彩，不枉此生！

Gemini Woman

2009-05-11T01:33:00.009+08:00

Get this from Michele long time ago, now only post it... Thanks Michele!! It's very accurate!!

A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast
movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do
many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel
like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the
word 'Love' because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her
life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many
different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all
the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in
love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she
likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad
side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting
you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her
conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects.
She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you
feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she
can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all
your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit
person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can
give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for
yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and
many moods is a 'Charm' for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and
later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to
meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly
waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend.
She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you
break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her
nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac.
Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor
,so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a
prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple
ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows
what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted
linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it
straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and
accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will
not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and
tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content
with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more.
Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an
answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be
beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk
side by side with her, together and equally.

Convocation 18 April 2009

2009-04-18T23:15:00.010+08:00

What a memorable day!! I have been waited for this day for about 10 months!!

Now I'm so tired and exhausted, but I'm still very excited to write!

I'm really happy, to let my mom feel proud to see that finally one of her child is wearing a graduate robe.

The ceremony held in KLCC Convention Center, Plenary Theater 3, reach there about 9.40am after went through all the photo taking section, rehearsal, the ceremony , the things end at about 4pm.

One thing i want to note that, one of my friend, Yen Pin, she get the Top Student award and entitled a ticket which allow her fly to UK to attend the ceremony for the UK students, congratulations to her!! We are proud of you, Yen Pin!! GO GO GO!!! :)

After the ceremony, we went to Kinokuniya Bookstore at KLCC, oh, how i love those books!! It's been a year i didn't go there! And so i look for those books which make me eagerly want to buy online from Taiwan, save me a lot of work if i buy from the Bookstore. I bought 8 books for RM160++, wow, my purse hurts! Nevermind, i just L~O~V~E books!! (Except textbook, i mean it.) XD

Then, at 7.40pm, it's time to go back, i need to take Putra lines and LRT, Yi Wen told me the way to the Putra Station in KLCC... And from that moment, i found that i'm really easily get lost! -.-'' Here start the adventure of the heroin named Tham Sze Wei, putting her brown colour bag on her right shoulder, holding a paperbag full of heavy books, walking to the Putra Station......

1. Yi Wen told me go straight and turn left eventually i will reach the station, but instead i saw a escalator which go up. (Maybe i passed the place already or i misdirection...)

2. I go up, and found that there is no station there, asked the guard and he told me to go down to the escalator and turn left, i will see the signboard.

3. And so i go down and turn left... Found no signboard... Alright, just go straight, i will reach it anyway...

4. Then come to an end, a lady sitting at the staircase seems like just finish her phone, asked her where is the station, she told me it is at THE OTHER END!! I nearly faint!!!

5. Ok, i go to the opposite direction, and found that it is not the place again... As EXPECTED... ARGHHHH!!! I want to get mad already!! So bored walking alone, keep turning turnig and turning!!!

6. Finally, when i walked away from there, follow the signboard nicely, i reached the Station... It took me about half an hour to reach there... haih...

And here goes the Heroin, reach home safely at 9pm, with her exhausted body and mind.

-THE END-

Ok, no more grandmother story, here are the photos!!

Yeah!

I look so square...

me and my beloved mother

brother

Yi Wen

Yen Pin

Gladys
David
Mei Fhoong? ( Spelling correct? Please forgive me!!)

Yen Pin's Mom
Inside the Hall
Entering the Hall
Preparing to go to the stage, before that, take a photo with mother first!
I'm on the stage!
Receive the cert
Going down the stage
Suet Moi

My bro graduate too!?
Mother and my niece

Finally upload all the photos!! It took longer than i thought..!

Personality Test

2009-03-12T02:48:00.004+08:00

Found this in Phooi Yee's blog... Quite accurate also...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Below is my result.
Words in green colours is my comment about the personality.

Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

I hate conflict, that's why i don't know how to argue with people. ps# i like to play!!

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Yup, i don't want to go and take care of him instead.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

I can't start a relationship with a stranger!

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

I see, i really don't like to waste my time on the person that I'm not interested.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

I like to learn!! Anything!! As long as not inside the text book... ;P

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

No comment....

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

True. I prefer to spend my time with my love one other than working all day long.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Maybe true... Can see that when i am working...

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Oh... is it?

孟子曰

2009-03-03T15:15:00.003+08:00

《孟子·告子下》第15篇

“天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。”

非常喜欢这句话，当遇到挫折时去读它，立刻令人振奋起来，是一句很鼓励人的话，也是被多人用来自励的话。

I like this phrase so much, whenever i feel down, i read this phrase and i cheer up again, a very good phrase indeed, it have been used by many people for self encouragement.

意思:
上天将要降落重大责任在这样的人身上，一定要道先使他的内心痛苦，使他的筋骨劳累，使他经受饥饿，以致肌肤消瘦，使他受贫困之苦，使他做的事颠倒错乱，总不如意，通过那些来使他的内心警觉，使他的性格坚定，增加他不具备的才能。

原段：
“舜发于畎亩之中，傅说举于版筑之间，胶鬲举于鱼盐之中，管夷吾举于士，孙叔敖举于海，百里奚举于市。故天将降大任于斯人也，必先若其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。人恒过，然后能改；困于心，衡于虑，而后作；徵于色，发于声，而后喻。入则无法家拂士，出则无敌国外患者，国恒亡。然后知生于忧患而死于安乐也。”

amazing chinese article!!

2009-01-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

Saw this in a website, i laugh out loud when i try to read it, you can only read it in your heart, if you read it out, it is so funny and challenging!

Here we go!!

中文博大精深，只能看不能读的文章

中文真伟大！
1、赵元任《施氏食狮史》
　　　　
　石室诗士施氏，嗜狮，誓食十狮。施氏时时适市视狮。十时，适十狮适市。是时，适施氏适市。氏视是十狮，恃矢势，使是十狮逝世。氏拾是十狮尸，适石室。石室湿，氏使侍拭石室。石室拭，氏始试食是十狮。食时，始识是十狮，实十石狮尸。试释是事。

2、杨富森<<于瑜与余欲渔遇雨>>

于瑜欲渔，遇余于寓。语余：“余欲渔于渝淤，与余渔渝欤？”
余语于瑜：“余欲鬻玉，俞禹欲玉，余欲遇俞于俞寓。”
　余与于瑜遇俞禹于俞寓，逾俞隅，欲鬻玉于俞，遇雨，雨逾俞宇。余语于瑜：“余欲渔于渝淤，遇雨俞寓，雨逾俞宇，欲渔欤？鬻玉欤？”
　于瑜与余御雨于俞寓，俞鬻玉于余禹，雨愈，余与于瑜踽踽逾俞宇，渔于渝淤。

3、《季姬击鸡记》
　季姬寂，集鸡，鸡即棘鸡。棘鸡饥叽，季姬及箕稷济鸡。鸡既济，跻姬笈，季姬忌，急咭鸡，鸡急，继圾几，季姬急，即籍箕击鸡，箕疾击几伎，伎即齑，鸡叽集几基，季姬急极屐击鸡，鸡既殛，季姬激，即记《季姬击鸡记》。

4、《遗镒疑医》

伊姨殪，遗亿镒。伊诣邑，意医姨疫，一医医伊姨。翌，亿镒遗，疑医，以议医。医以伊疑，缢，以移伊疑。伊倚椅以忆，忆以亿镒遗，以议伊医，亦缢。噫！亦异矣！
　　
5、《易姨医胰》

易姨悒悒，依议诣夷医。医疑胰疫，遗意易姨倚椅，以异仪移姨胰，弋异蚁一亿，胰液溢，蚁殪，胰以医。易胰怡怡，贻医一夷衣。医衣夷衣，怡怡奕奕。噫！以蚁医胰，异矣！以夷衣贻夷医亦宜矣！
　　
6、赵元任《熙戏犀》

　　西溪犀，喜嬉戏。席熙夕夕携犀徙，席熙细细习洗犀。犀吸溪，戏袭熙。席熙嘻嘻希息戏。惜犀嘶嘶喜袭熙。
　　
7、《饥鸡集矶记》)

　　唧唧鸡，鸡唧唧。几鸡挤挤集矶脊。机极疾，鸡饥极，鸡冀己技击及鲫。机既济蓟畿，鸡计疾机激几鲫。机疾极，鲫极悸，急急挤集矶级际。继即鲫迹极寂寂，继即几鸡既饥，即唧唧。　

8、《侄治痔》

芝之稚侄郅，至智，知制纸，知织帜，芝痔炙痔，侄至芝址，知之知芷汁治痔，至芷址，执芷枝，蜘至，踯侄，执直枝掷之，蜘止，侄执芷枝至芝，芝执芷治痔，痔止。
　
9、最后也是最变态的：
　《羿裔熠邑彝》
　　羿裔熠①，邑②彝，义医，艺诣。
　　熠姨遗一裔伊③，伊仪迤，衣旖，异奕矣。
　　熠意④伊矣，易衣以贻伊，伊遗衣，衣异衣以意异熠，熠抑矣。
　　伊驿邑，弋一翳⑤，弈毅⑥。毅仪奕，诣弈，衣异，意逸。毅诣伊，益伊，伊怡，已臆⑦毅矣，毅亦怡伊。
　　翌，伊亦弈毅。毅以蜴贻伊，伊亦贻衣以毅。
　　伊疫，呓毅，癔异矣，倚椅咿咿，毅亦咿咿。
　　毅诣熠，意以熠，议熠医伊，熠懿⑧毅，意役毅逸。毅以熠宜伊，翼逸。
　熠驿邑以医伊，疑伊胰痍⑨，以蚁医伊，伊遗异，溢，伊咦。熠移伊，刈薏⑩以医，伊益矣。
　伊忆毅，亦呓毅矣，熠意伊毅已逸，熠意役伊。伊异，噫，缢
　　熠癔，亦缢。

　　注解：
　　①熠：医生，据说为后羿的后裔。
　 ②邑：以彝为邑，指居住在一个彝族聚居的地方。
　　③伊：绝世佳丽，仪态万方，神采奕奕。
　　④意：对伊有意思，指熠爱上了伊。
　 ⑤翳：有遮蔽的地方，指伊游弋到了一个阴凉的地方。
　　⑥毅：逍遥不羁的浪人，善于下棋，神情坚毅，目光飘逸。
　　⑦臆：主观的感觉，通“意”，指对毅有好感。
　　⑧懿：原意为“懿旨”，此处引申为要挟，命令。
　 ⑨胰痍：胰脏出现了疮痍。
　 ⑩刈：割下草或者谷物一类。薏：薏米，白色，可供食用，也可入药。

weird dream

2009-01-08T02:16:00.000+08:00

Aiya... Now only i post this article...

First day of year 2009, I had a weird and sad dream, maybe I watch too much movies…

The story goes like this…

I go and rescue(or kidnap?) my friend from a place(it looks like school), then we get chase from the people of that place.

While we are running away from those people, we still have time to play around, stop by a place and look around, shop shop shop… (huh???)

We ran to a dead end and unfortunatly those people is almost reach us…

Suddenly my body starting to fade away, it seems that I’m actually a phantom and trying to rescue my friend from that place eventhough I’m already dead…

We cry when we saw my body is fading, I tell my friend, with tears on my eyes, “Please live happily.” Then I fade away in rainbow colour…

I woke up after that and suprisingly I found that I’m really crying!! I do admit that I feel very sad when I say those words though.

Weird dream, weird enough.

Happy New Year!!!

2009-01-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009 !!!!

I stayed at home and shout like that when the time goes 12.00am 1/1/2009.

Hahahahaha!!!

Hope everyone have a happy year!!

i got my cert!!

2008-12-19T01:02:00.003+08:00

Yes! After all those hard works i finally got my certificate and apply the licence today! Very happy right now, although it is just a diploma cert, but i really put my efforts on it, i treasure it. I feel like i have ended one of the chapter in my life and moving on with another new chapter which giving me more challenges - to be survive in the society by my own power.

So, what do i want to do next? For sure i will not continue to study to be an optometrist, i made this decision because i knew that optical line is just not my type, it may sound naive after all i have been bound by contract and study this course. If i study optometrist, i know i will not be happy, i will only getting more and more sad, sad for unable to change my life, sad for unable to choose my path... Plus, my time do not allow me to study, i'm bound by contract, remember? I do not have freedom for 6 years. I still have 3 more years, in these time i will and i must find a way to break through it, i don't want to do it anymore...

No one can save me, only i can save myself!
To change my life, first i have to change myself!
My life, my path, only i make decision about it!
I have play enough, it is time for me to do something for my future!

只要找对路，哪怕路遥远。

Seems like out of topic adi... -.-||

no more...

2008-11-24T00:20:00.003+08:00

no more confuse
no more complain
no more excuses
no more tolerate
fighting hard to BREACH CONTRACT!!!

i just hate contract and no more contract!!! arghhh....!!!!

i want to change my life......

怎样?

2008-10-09T02:37:00.003+08:00

怎样的思想，怎样的结果。
怎样的选择，怎样的生活。

Perhentian Trip!

2008-08-16T00:58:00.006+08:00

Hoho~~ Although it's already few days i have back from Perhentian Island, i still very miss it!

I went there with my college friends, Candy, Norman, Gladys, Kai Zhi, Yi Wen, Yen Pin, Winnie, Khee Jim, Yong Hao and Gian Tian, plus me totally 11 people who are going.
The trip is from 11/8/2008 to 13/8/2008, i have many good memories there! XD

Perhentian Island is a very nice place, the view is good, the water is clean, very relaxing and many SEXY foreighners, Woo Hoo... ;P

First day we travel by plane, van and boat only reach there, you see, that's quite exhausting...
Once reach there, rest for a while, we go for snookering at around Perhentian Island.

Second day we snookering around Redang Island, we even visit More More Tea Inn!!

Third day morning we go to row boat then go back...

We are going there!

Reach there!

Nice view of Perhentian Island

Inside the room

All of us

Nice view of Redang

Girls

Guys

I have been to More More Tea Inn!

At Redang Beach

Snookering~~

We and the sea cucumber~~ haha!

Bleh!!

Sunrise of Perhentian Island

Playing volley ball...

Um~~ Relax!!

Yeah~~!!

X!

H? mmm...

Yi Wen

Yen Pin

Yong Hao

Gian Tian

Norman

Gladys

Kai Zhi

Khee Jim

Winnie

Candy

See the water, very beautiful! :)

I looks like drunk adi... haha...

Drunk second time~~

Yeah~ 3 drunker is here~

Very happy to go for this trip, i appreciate to know these friends and will miss them very much too!! ;)

yes, i did it!!

2008-08-15T01:13:00.002+08:00

I did it, YES!!!
I pass the course and can join the convocation on next year, YES!!!
Goodbye, Axismatics!!
I'm a licensed Optician now, Wo~~Hooo~~!!!
YA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~~~!!!!!
I'm too happy until i don't know what to write adi... ha ha... XD

Rest in Peace, Grandma

2008-07-30T01:25:00.002+08:00

My grandma past away yesterday morning, i was shock when my uncle called me on 6 something am...
So sudden, so unpredictable...
That is life, right? We can't do anything about it.
I do not have much memories with my grandma, but my sis and bro do, they used to live with her.
I only know that she was a teacher, she raised her 7 children alone after her husband disappeared, she is very strict and fierce sometimes... She is a strong women.
And now, you will forever live in my memories, grandma, the memories of the time we spent together.
Rest in peace, grandma, thank you for every things, rest well, i will miss you.

I'm an encourager!?

2008-07-03T02:00:00.002+08:00

Found this at Yan Yee's blog...
This is the third time i test for this already... I don't know whether it accurate for me though...
1st time is transition, there is no particular personality in this group, so test again...
2nd time is harmonizer, but i forgot to save the link, so, test another time again...
Then, end up the following result...
Well, i think some of the point is quite suitable for me! ;P What do you think?
Go and have a test for yourself!

hide and seek?

2008-06-30T02:25:00.002+08:00

Hello, to my particular tenant,

First of all, i want to say long time no see and how have you been in this one year?

We are connected by one friend right?

So why every time i look at you or we meet on the road you looked away?

I never been so desperately want to smile to a person and when that person looked away, i was like smiling to myself...

And when finally i get the chance to stand beside you, i don't know why i become so nervous and then ran away from there quickly! (Oh man, this is not me!)

Recently i also find myself look away if I'm in front of you, this is no good, no good...

How do i go to your shop if i never talk to you before?

I would like you to cut my hair actually, but I'm too shy to step into your shop if we keep playing hide and seek like this...

Let's smile to each other when we meet, okay?

Let's be friends, okay? :)

Peace, and have a nice day!

Goodbye Axismatics

2008-06-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is my final exam!! I already finish the course!!

Goodbye, Axismatics,
time is passing so fast, two and half years i study this course, many friends i know, many things i learn, and i found that i still can be concentrate on studies after PMR... (My SPM is so bad...)

Goodbye, Axismatics,
half study half work is not easy, and i finally can get away from this!

Goodbye Axismatics,
i have many good and bad memories with you...
Good memories = spending time with my friends
Bad memories = getting bad result and need to be very stress to pass the minimum required marks before going to external exam...

Finally, i want to say, Goodbye Axismatics, bye bye!!! If i get full pass though... Haih...

My happy 21st birthday

2008-05-30T17:24:00.005+08:00

Finally i'm 21st!! Old adi lor... How do i celebrate my birthday?
Well, on 27 May, my birthday, went to Sunway with Michele and Yan Yee.

We went to Gasoline to have our lunch(or breakfast?), Chin(sorry Michele, i only know his surname..) also join us.
I think we are quite noisy there because Michele, Yan Yee and me keep play play and play...
We all play like 5 years old child. Haiyo... All also 21 years old already la...
After that Chin left and we go red box sing k, we shout shout shout for few hours.
I like the Beijing Huan Ying Ni MV, many stars and quite nice to hear, surprising too when you see those stars appear.
Then we go to Padini Concept Store to buy clothes, they are having sales, great!!
Later, we go Waffle World, i still prefer the A&W waffle though...
Finally, at around 8pm we eat porridge steamboat at Sri Petaling, at that time Sze Yuen, Vin Yee, Woei Tyng and Chin also join us at that time.

Conclusion-
that day we all play play play, shout shout shout, shop shop shop and eat eat eat.

Ps#-
What a great day that day, many many thanks for all of my friends who spend your precious time with me, i'm grateful and enjoying it, and hope you too!! :)

I want to thank~~
Mother who giving birth to me.
Sis and Bro who beside me when i am growing.
Uncle who bought my dreaming piano for me.
Aunt who give me Ang Pao.
Yan Yee who give me the earing.
Sze Yuen, Michele and Chin who give me the pen with my name engrave on it and the key shaped key chain.
Vin Yee who massage me.
Woei Tyng who give me the hair clip.
Siew Yoon, Suk Jiun and Roy who post the birthday comment on my friendster.
Phooi Yee who called me and say happy birthday.
Rosanne who sang birthday song to me through internet and post an article on her blog wishing me happy birthday.
Yi Wen who msn with me and gave me many many many many presents!!
Wai Hong, Yiu Sing, Chia Li, Yen Pin, Mae Foong, Swee Yin, Wai Lip, Su Sean, Mei Shi, Yong Hao, Gibson, Kelvin and Suet Yan who sms me.

Photo Session~
oopps... seems like i couldn't upload photo now... will upload it later...

Ha ha!

2008-05-27T00:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

i created a 'tag'...

2008-05-23T18:22:00.003+08:00

Rules
1.Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2.Answer the questions below.
3.At the end of your article, mention anyone you would like to tag, or not tagging anyone also can, no limits! But you must answer the questions if anyone tagged you.
4.Inform those who have been tagged by leaving a comment in their blog.
5.Inform your tagger if you already done the tag.

1.Your personality?
2.Your strength?
3.Your ambitious?
4.What are you thinking right now?
5.Your comment about anything, any facts.
6.The personality of the person who tag you?
7.The strength of the person who tag you?
8.What do you think about the person who tag you?

Next person to be tag~
Michele
Rosanne
Yan Yee
Yi Wen
Yiu Sing

tagged by Yan Yee and Michele

2008-05-23T17:05:00.001+08:00

Tagged by Yan Yee and Michele (hey.. . you tag me again..)

The Rules:-
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List five (5) random facts about yourself
3. Elaborate five(5) characteristics/ positive elements u see in the one who tagged you.
3. Tag eight(8) people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
5. After that, leave me a note(chatbox) in my blog to inform me that you've been good enough to continue the tag cycle!

About Me~

Random Facts #1
I'm a boring and simple type of person, not very talkative, not out going and a little bit shy... (I know most of you will object this fact, but i really like that ma...)

Random Facts #2
I hate horror movies!! Never ever force me to go watch, you will scared by me because i move a lot when watching it.
P/s# Phooi Yee knows about that. (Phooi Yee, i can't forget those dark days that you force me to go into the cinema several times...)

Random Facts #3
I love sport, almost any kind of sport, but not dangerous one.

Random Facts #4
I love playing video games!! Any Platforms!! Now i'm aiming for Ps3 and PSP... hehehehhehe...
Anyone wants to play with me?

Random Facts #5
Finally, the last one! (I don't know what to write adi...) I love musics and piano!!

About Yan Yee

Characteristic #1
Cheerful! Like to joke, talking with her is so fun!!

Characteristic #2
Helpful, she helps and care for everyone! ;)

Characteristic #3
Positive thinking, seldom(almost never) see her have a long face.

Characteristic #4
Crazy, no worries when playing with her.

Characteristic #5
A good presenter, ask her to present things will not get boring. ( Remember our moral section?)

Know her since Form 1, we join the girl guides together, many things happen and we share the happiness and other feelings during our secondary school life, thank you for being my pal, Yan Yee, i appreciate that! :)

About Michele

Characteristic #1
Very straight, don't late if you have date with her.

Characteristic #2
Helpful, she will help you whenever you need her.

Characteristic #3
Good listener, chatting with her is nice~~

Characteristic #4
Caring, she is very caring for her family, loves one and friends!!

Characteristic #5
Good in sports, she is tall!! (i envy your height, Michele!) ;P

We become very good friends along with Yan Yee, Yiu Sing and Sze Yuen since our Form 4 when we are sitting together in the class. Now she is study in Sarawak, very miss her sometime, let's keep in touch and never forget each other, Michele!

cantonese drama song - ngan lou gam fen

2008-05-20T19:52:00.004+08:00

i like the song, and the lyrics too, most of the part represent my recent feelings.
以下为认命-银楼金粉主题曲歌词

认命

主唱：王菀之

天荒地老　最好忘记
笑也轻微　痛也轻微
生老病死　相聚分离
身不由己　心不由己
曾经我不太相信　定了宿命
曾经我想去反抗　命中注定
如果我感觉心跳没法安静
谁愿听
在岁月里飘和沉　是我的命运
无望中哑忍　痛苦中偷生
用爱换最伤教训　　妄想走近
因此生出了遗憾
如果我可以改变　就勇敢地
留住你

pass my practical, YES!!!!

2008-05-16T15:49:00.003+08:00

write this blog at the moment when i know my practical exam result.
i'm very happy, i pass it fully!!! allow me to shout at here, YA HAHAHAHAHAH~~ YEAH~~!!!!
i was so worried before knowing the results, remember the day when i taking the exam (this exam divided into 4 sections),
section 1-i don't have time to recheck
section 2-i make mistakes when answering the questions (i just hate prism in single vision!!!!)
section 3-the examiner is soooo nice!!
section 4-questions again... T.T
what i worried the most is the section 2, the viva section, many seniors failed on this section, it is quite hard actually because you need to prescribe the prescriptions, identify those eye problems and diseases, and what i hate the most is the prisms.....
right now, i'm thinking what to buy for myself as my reward... hahaha!!!
ok, next target, 17 june 2008 final theory exams summer paper---> final ophthalmic and visual optics ---> i will study hard hard to pass you, because i can't afford to fail you!!! GO GO GO!!!
;)

slipper

2008-04-30T18:35:00.003+08:00

Today, when i go out to buy something, i realize one thing, I'm still wearing my old slipper, I'm using it for 3 years plus already, and it brings back memories...
3 years ago, i have been selected to join the national service for 3 months, i bought this slipper just for that.
It was so enjoying during that time, i befriends with many people, we play together, laugh together and even cry together when we are going back.
We were training for marching and compete with each other on many many competitions.
They even celebrate my 18th birthday, it was an unforgettable birthday celebration, i never try to chase everyone to 'splash' the cream on them so crazily before, it was a CREAM WAR, i was like a monster chasing everyone and they are yelling when they saw me...
Although right now i still have keep in touch with some of them, but it is quite sad that we no longer so close to each other again, hmm... wonder what they are doing right now...
What a great youth memory, I'm so happy i have been selected and know these people...

ps#My mom looking at me strangely when she saw me smiling at my slippers... :)

lucky, strength, personal connection

2008-04-21T02:05:00.004+08:00

这世上比起幸运与实力, 大多时候都是人脉更具影响力

In this world, despite of lucky and strength, in most of the time, personal connection is more powerful.

Again, i get this phrase from the novel that I'm reading now, 'Merchant Meats Spicy Wolf II'. This phrase is a fact and it is very useful especially when you are working, so, don't make everyone to become your enemy, remember that!! ;)

tagged by Michele

2008-04-21T01:08:00.006+08:00

Tagged by Michele Lyn-Wei Tan

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 10 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
um... 28 to 32?

2. If you can turn into anyone, who do u wish u can turn into?
same with Michele, a kid, no worries, no responsibility... ha ha!!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
around the world

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
me and all of the people lives happily

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes, of course! we all learn about that in science text books right? and we even see it ourself!

6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
people that i care

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
pay off my contract with that, invest, put into bank, give to mom, further study, buy the things that i like...

8. Why do you blog?
oh, now you mention it, why do i blog? i wonder... hmm....

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you and describe him/her in a short and precise story.
Michele Lyn-Wei Tan!! you are caring, understanding and crazy(?)... there are more than 3 good points about you, but i won't mention them here, haha!! XP

10. Describe the person who tagged you in a short and precise story.(how you know him/her, what kind of person is he/she, how long have you known her, what you would like to tell her, etc.)
We start to get close to each other is when we are in form 4, she sit behind of me, we chat together, laugh together and play together along with yan yee, yiu sing and yuen... so it have been 5 years we know each other... she is a nice person, chatting with her is nice and you can chat about anything with her! What i want to tell her is, it is so great to become your friend, i appreciate this friendship and friendship forever!!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

loves me and care for me

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
hard to describe it, i hardly hate people, except those 'wah wah wah' people... (read my blog about this 'wah wah wah' thing...

13. What is your ambition?
peaceful, happy, healthy, simple and financial free life

14. If you have a flaw, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Just tell me

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My love ones.

16. What would you most want to achieve right now?
pass my exams and be a very good+professional optician

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
I like the way i am right now...

19. What would you want to be after you're dead?
Huh!? ||||

20. What makes you different/special?
my patient...

fed up

2008-04-13T00:27:00.003+08:00

i only have one feeling right now...

fed up, fed up, fed up, fed up, FED UP!!!!!!!

fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up!!!!!

when these days will end? I'm getting tired and fed up...

let go of me.......

会呼吸的痛...

2008-04-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

....想念是会呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　看你的信会痛　连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛....

i like these lyrics, the feel of it represents my feelings of that long long time ago...
now i want to learn this song, yeah!!

talk about my work

2008-04-07T17:19:00.004+08:00

Today talk about my work... Usually i don't like to talk about it and during working it happens all the time, but this particular case make me want to tell you all...

3 days ago, i get a complaint from a customer (let's call her Cust.A) due to a mistake of my staff who served her last week, she ordered wrong power colour contact lens for that Cust.A.
That customer need it urgently because she need to fly to somewhere else the next day, that's mean we can't give her the correct one in time.
At that time i was serving my customer, Cust.A keep scolding my staff and she is totally went out of nuts until my staff ask her to refer to me (what a GOOD staff!!), well, as you can imagine, Cust.A went straight away to me and nag nag nag... (hey, i'm serving my customer, you don't even say 'excuse me' to my customer!)
I have no choice but to ask my customer to wait then hear what Cust.A to know about the situation and order my staff to find the trial lens for her, then i continue serve my customer again.
While waiting for my staff to find the things for her, she keep coming to my table and NAG NAG NAG, oh my, i need to ask my customer to wait again...
Finally, we manage to solve her problem, she can see during her journey but it do not have the colours only, the colours one she will get it after she come back, but, she is still complain, complain, complain... want to report to consumer association la, ask my boss to call her la, blah blah blah...
I try to be keep myself cool headed, sincere and keep apologizing at that time, what a hard time! I feel like i want to eat her at that time, my staff stand further behind of me and shiver...
After she went off, my customer say she is so noisy when i continue to serve her.

Actually i'm not complaining about this customer since this is our fault nor finding a reason to runaway from the responsibility, but one thing i want to tell you girls/guys is, when people make mistake, don;t take the initiative to scold people like that, keep yourself cool down and ask the solutions.
If you act like that Cust.A, for my opinion, you are acting like a monkey! (yeah, i admit it, when she is nagging to me, i was imagining she 'wah wah wah' in front of me... i know i'm bad, sorry...)
I know you have the right to scold, but if you act probably, people will honour you!

PS# So torturing when writing this, i have to flashback the memories and remember the unhappy things, i remember after she went off, i have no mood already... sigh...

love?

2008-03-28T02:17:00.002+08:00

Found this in a translated Japanese manga, i found that i very like this phrase, credit for those who translate it into Chinese!

恋をするまでが夢で、恋は始まると現実なんたって。

恋爱的实质就是，开始之前，都如梦幻一般，一旦开始，就成了现实。

The truth of the love is, before it get started, it feel like dreams, but once it start, it become realistic.

True isn't it? What do you think? :)

lala karaoke

2008-03-19T21:38:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to sing k with phooi yee, this is the first time i go sing k with just one friend... we sang, we play, we laugh together in about 5 hours... we sing some of the old pop songs and we found that we forgot how to sing and sing it badly, well, who cares? we just want the fun! haha!! but phooi yee, you really need to go practice some of the duet songs so we can sing together again and of course me too! XD let's sing together again, i think that's probably after both of us finish our final exam, bwa hahahahaha!!!!!

I am Gemini!!

2008-03-18T23:35:00.003+08:00

Found this in a website, a very nice article indeed, it is about Gemini, let you know more about Gemini... Once again sorry for those who can't read Chinese, i really can't translate it....

双子的孤独无药可医，他们的单纯使他们经常把很多事放在感性的放大镜下观看，虽然表面上理性。

所有的一切都被虚化被美化，他们的内心认为朋友就是在危难时刻拔刀相助不计后果的，爱情就是简简单单没有伤害的，但事实并不是这样，现实的很多碰壁很多失望令他们手足无措，原来世界并不是他们想象中的那样，而他们追求完美的天性和孤傲的本质令他们与孤独就此结缘，那种痛彻骨髓的冷，无处可诉的悲凉，看着自己亲手毁掉曾经美好的梦想。
有人说孤独每个人都有，太自恋了吧。但双子的孤独只有双子自己知道，那是没有可能治好的绝症。因为双子天生就是两个心，两颗脑，他们的感受，他们的所思所想都是双倍的。但他们却只有一个躯体，一个世界。
所以，他们注定这样孤独而劳碌的用一个人的身体承受着两个人的快乐与伤悲，还有永远的孤独。
这是一个天生残缺的星座，天生在找寻能与自己契合的另一个人，但谁能找到一个相同的自己？？
双子不想孤傲，不愿独来独往，（其实大多数双子表面呼朋唤友，内心却从来没有依靠，孤独无依）但他们的敏感和天生的优越感使他们无法妥协。双子，有很多人羡慕他，很多人嫉妒他，很多人厌恶他，几乎没有一个星座能有这样大的争议性。我想说，双子的孩子们，他们的眼泪永远多于笑容，那些在阳光下微笑，却用眼泪洗涤如水凉夜的孩子，那些从不愿别人失望但自己却因此精疲力尽的孩子，他们的名字是双子。如果你的爱人是双子，那么请你好好爱他，（因为他真的不会自己寻找快乐）

如果你是双子座
如果你是双子座，你就要听清楚了——你的一生都注定你要去寻找你的另一半。为了找到你的另一半，你会尝试着和各种不同的人相处、相恋。在众人的眼里，双子都是花心的，你们花心却不会一脚踏两船，而是经常换船。然而没有人知道你们这是为了找寻真爱阿！只要找到了你的另一半，双子就不会再换了，双子的痴情与专一只会给一个人。双子的痴情是让人惊讶的，就像他们的花心一样让人吃惊。
然而双子又是可悲的，因为那另一半并不是每个双子都能找到的，因此双子总在茫茫人海中寻寻觅觅，找寻真正的爱情。

同时在无意之中伤害了身旁的追随者。

然而事实却是，与双子座的人谈一场恋爱是会让人永生难忘的，这段爱情绝对充满了惊喜与快乐。

所以，喜欢经常换船的双子总能轻易的找到另一条船来换。

爱上双子的人们啊，你享受到了多少快乐？那就不要在乎双子将会带给你多少无情的伤害了。除非你有信心让双子相信你就是他的另一半。

这是真正的双子！

很多人都说双子的不是，心不在焉，花心，等等，在大多人眼里双子似乎一无是处。其实双子是很脆弱的。双子害怕伤害，既不愿意伤害任何人，也不愿任何人伤害他们，并且不信任任何人，所以即便是很要好的一群朋友在一起，有些时候他们也会表现得非常沉默，因为双子的心灵总是孤独的。

他们不愿意被人理解，也不屑被人理解，很多时候，即便跟你观点有分歧，他们也不会跟你争吵，他们不屑争吵，只有在偶尔无法忍耐的时候才会弄得面红耳赤；不过对于性情温和的人，他们则极尽他们的口才以达到说服的目的，他们不愿意发生争吵。

双子的朋友基本都是泛泛之辈，感情深厚的朋友实在少的可怜。因此寂寞或是不开心时，他们通常也是一个人躲起来一言不发，不去理睬任何人，并且不希望被其他人打扰。大家平时看到的他们并不是真正的他们，他们总是在掩饰自己，自己也不明白这到底是有意还是无意的。

他们的心事通常不会跟任何人讲，即便你刨根问底也徒劳无功，只有当他们愿意倾诉的时候，他们才会告诉他们知心的朋友，通常这种机会很少。他们对大多的人、事、物都不怎么在乎，好象是以冷眼观世的态度活在这世上的，即便当他们非常在意某人某事的时候，他们也不会在他人面前轻易表现出来。

许多人蔑视双子，那是因为他们不了解双子，双子的真诚与执著我个人认为是其他人都望尘莫及的，双子想要做一件事不在乎其他人的感觉，双子对待别人虽然不甚亲切，然而即便厌恶你的时候也不轻易表露，他们的承受能力惊人的大，可是又有谁会明白他们心中的苦闷。正如有些人说的，生活真的很不容易，又何必再给他人增加烦恼。

如果哪位达人理解双子的话，那他会明白双子其实在寻找一个孤寂的世界，把自己一个人埋没于此，不让任何人知道，因为双子不愿意看到有人为自己伤心，他们的苦他们愿意一个人承担。

天下理解双子的人请善待双子。

Visual Optics... Haih...

2008-03-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

Visual Optics, your theories are so great!
Visual Optics, your definitions are so many!
Visual Optics, your theories sometimes i can use in work!
Visual Optics, your formula is less complicated than others but also less familiar than others!!
Visual Optics, you don't have much drawing like anatomy!
Visual Optics, your marks are so hard to get!
Visual Optics, you are my nightmare right now after anatomy!

Visual Optics, i like you yet i hate you!!!!!!!!

chat with an old friend

2008-03-08T00:19:00.003+08:00

on 5 march and onwards, i get to chat with an old friend of mine, she is my pen mate, we know each other since December 2003 in a camp called mighty man camp and not keep in touch at around 1 to 2 years plus... how do we start again? that's begin during chinese new year i gave her a new year card to her new address, then she sms me to chat on the msn. we chat about how we meet at that time and our recent life, it brings out a lot of memories, i'm very happy and it's really enjoying chatting with her! so rosanne, let's do not lost contact again and very glad to have you as my friend, i appreciate that!! ;)

live the fullest!! yeah!!

2008-03-04T03:19:00.002+08:00

live the fullest of your life, no regrets!! no matter what decision you make, just think it two or three times, because there is no turning back in your life! once you make the decision, don't regret about it, or you will be live in hell...

another good phrase i learn is in Chinese, I'm sorry i couldn't translate it into English... “前半生不犹豫，后半生不后悔。”

can't sleep tonight and nothing to talk about also... so just write down my opinion...

lies...

2008-02-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

lie itself do not important, what important is the motives behind the lie, especially in business...

this is what i learn from the novel that i read recently, 'Merchant meats spicy wolf'.

i love piano!!

2008-02-26T23:15:00.004+08:00

recently my uncle bought a piano for me as my 21st birthday present, i'm very happy and very appreciate about that. it has been eight years i didn't play piano already, so right now, busily practice to regain my skills and find a teacher to teach me. i swear i will never give up on piano again, i don't want to feel regret anymore, so, never give up no matter what happen, never ever!! and so to all of my friends, never give up your dreams!! jia you!!

P/s# i hope this can change my dull and boring life also... XD and...

THANK YOU VERY MUCH, UNCLE!!!

alright, i know... finally...

2008-02-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

ok, to everyone, this is my blog! and finally, this is my own blog!! HAHAHAHAHHA!!!!
i may not post often, but i will keep update my life, my favorite things and else... hopefully...