25 December 2009

Merry Christmas!

Yo! Merry Christmas everybody! Happy holiday! But i still need to work today... Aiya...

There are 2 events happen to me today in my working place, ioi mall, the toilet beside cinema of old wing.

Let me introduce the toilet first. Before renovation, the toilet got a door and a very clear signboard stated female and male. After renovation, the toilet no longer have the door, they just mark a big female and male drawing on the wall which usually people may get confuse or ignore it. So, let me start the story right now.

First event happen at around 2pm... When i was just came out from the toilet, there are many people pass by (the movie just finish), they are blocking me, so i just stand in front of the toilet waiting a chance to go. Then suddenly an aunty around 60 to 70 years old pass by, wearing a big and clean spectacle (please believe my professional), when she saw me, she stopped, stare at me, look at the toilet beside me (the male one), stare at me the second time, then without asking or anything else she just went into the male toilet!! OH MY GOD!!! I straight away =.='' ! She is so fast that i can't even stop her!! So, i went out with a big smile on my face. When i reach my outlet, i can't control anymore and laugh out loud.

Second event happen at around 5pm... This time is when i was walking to the toilet...
In front of me there is a couple of husband and wife at around 40 to 50 years old... Same thing happen to them, they confuse in front of the toilet... I pass by and just turn in to the toilet... When the moment i turn in, i heard the husband told the wife "she's a female, she's a female, just follow her!" ( In cantonese ---> 'lui yan lei geh, lui yan lei geh, gen hui yap la!') So, i =.='' the second time today...

Conclusion, my body figure really that bad meh, ha!? The first event aunty, i got the front leh! and my hair is quite long!! The second event uncle and aunty, i don't blame you because my back really looks like a guy, but, uncle, can you say in a s-o-f-t-e-r voice?? ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The female and male drawing is so big and obvious on the wall!!!!

I laugh the whole day today, including my colleagues, they all said 'gim tou ha la''检讨下啦' which means go self-concious a bit lar...

Haih... It's time to change, huh?

22 November 2009

忘了你忘了你忘了你

我想忘了你,
我要忘了你!
可是我失败了,
原来我一直想着忘记你。。。

你是我不可磨灭的过去,
每一个表情都烙印在我脑海里。
思念你真简单,
坐也想,
站也想,
吃也想,
睡也想,
看,很简单吧?
你就像毒药,让我上瘾得无法自拔。

可是,被我思念着的你,
可知我伤心地对你唱着爱过你?
可知我绝望地对你唱着爱不再回来?
你可知,我天天都在等你?
我恨我太早遇见你!

“很喜欢你!”
说不出口。
不想亲手把那薄纱撕破,
没了薄纱隔着的我们,
是否会像当初那样,
单纯,自然地相处着?

信物的破碎,
是突来的告别仪式,
我想,我是时候放下了。

我会把对于你的感情,
埋在心底最深处的房间;
用大大的锁头锁着,
然后把钥匙丢掉。
灰尘会把这房间淹没,
时间会慢慢的,慢慢的,
侵蚀这房间。

或许某天这东西会顽皮地从门缝溜出来,
那么我会惊慌失措地把门缝塞住,
溜出来,塞住。
溜出来,塞住。
直至这房间被侵蚀消失为止。。。

这是对你的告白和告别,
再见,我心爱并珍惜着的人,
祝你幸福,
我要学会忘记你了。

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突然犯了多愁善感症,就嘀嗒嘀嗒地写了这篇文章,看回去还真的不像我!我知道爱情并不是全世界,爱情这东西在我心目中也不是第一,可我就写了这东西,天啊!这是我憋了好几年的东西,就让我发泄发泄吧,不写出来不甘心。其实现在已经没有东西了,这篇文章就只是个纪念而已。可是,有时还是会缅怀过去,我那青涩的时光。。。

25 August 2009

My treasure

Do you have something that you very treasured, it contains your precious memory?

I was very happy today since i have a lot of sales in my outlet today, worked until 11.45pm, forced to cancel my friend's meeting, go home with a big smile.

But once i step into my room, i saw something that immediately makes me breakdown and cry. My treasure! It is broken by my niece!

Suddenly i felt that all the memories about the 'treasure' fly away and very very very sad.

I made that thing myself, 7 years ago, for someone, put many efforts on it, but i couldn't send it out, so i kept it. It is very beautiful, every time when i feel down i will look at it, it makes me feel calm and forget about the sadness, but now it is broken!!

He can do anything, play anything in my room, but how can he break that thing!! I warned him so many times, i put it very high on the cupboard!

Everyone shocked when they saw me crying, some say you can make a new one, but it is different!

Feel so sad and down, no mood to write anymore, night!

03 June 2009

这是一个怎样的感觉?

这是一个怎样的感觉?
当身边的人都比我快一步地走到对岸去,
而我,
依然站在同一个地方,
被笼牢着,被锁链锁着,
无论怎样挣扎也逃不了,
只能等着笼子坏掉,
只能等着锁链腐掉,
无论怎样地呐喊,
也没有人听到,
一直一个人待在笼子里...
一个人,在笼子里...

既然这样的话,
那就把笼子破坏掉吧!
哪怕用什么工具,
把自己弄得整身伤,
流多少的眼泪,
受多少的白眼,
听多少的冷言,
吃多少的苦,
咬.牙.切.齿,
我也不会放弃!

哭过,
就会变得坚强,
不让低落的情绪缠着我,
是时候收拾心情,
奋斗,奋斗,再奋斗!
我在此立志,
我.将.不.平.凡!!

挡我者,
请自动消失。

16 May 2009

痛快!

人生有多少个十年?最重要痛快!我要活出精彩,不枉此生!