i got my cert!!

Yes! After all those hard works i finally got my certificate and apply the licence today! Very happy right now, although it is just a diploma cert, but i really put my efforts on it, i treasure it. I feel like i have ended one of the chapter in my life and moving on with another new chapter which giving me more challenges - to be survive in the society by my own power.

So, what do i want to do next? For sure i will not continue to study to be an optometrist, i made this decision because i knew that optical line is just not my type, it may sound naive after all i have been bound by contract and study this course. If i study optometrist, i know i will not be happy, i will only getting more and more sad, sad for unable to change my life, sad for unable to choose my path... Plus, my time do not allow me to study, i'm bound by contract, remember? I do not have freedom for 6 years. I still have 3 more years, in these time i will and i must find a way to break through it, i don't want to do it anymore...

No one can save me, only i can save myself!
To change my life, first i have to change myself!
My life, my path, only i make decision about it!
I have play enough, it is time for me to do something for my future!

只要找对路，哪怕路遥远。





Seems like out of topic adi... -.-||

no more...

no more confuse
no more complain
no more excuses
no more tolerate
fighting hard to BREACH CONTRACT!!!

i just hate contract and no more contract!!! arghhh....!!!!

i want to change my life......

怎样?

怎样的思想，怎样的结果。
怎样的选择，怎样的生活。

yes, i did it!!

I did it, YES!!!
I pass the course and can join the convocation on next year, YES!!!
Goodbye, Axismatics!!
I'm a licensed Optician now, Wo~~Hooo~~!!!
YA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~~~!!!!!
I'm too happy until i don't know what to write adi... ha ha... XD

Rest in Peace, Grandma

My grandma past away yesterday morning, i was shock when my uncle called me on 6 something am...
So sudden, so unpredictable...
That is life, right? We can't do anything about it.
I do not have much memories with my grandma, but my sis and bro do, they used to live with her.
I only know that she was a teacher, she raised her 7 children alone after her husband disappeared, she is very strict and fierce sometimes... She is a strong women.
And now, you will forever live in my memories, grandma, the memories of the time we spent together.
Rest in peace, grandma, thank you for every things, rest well, i will miss you.