i got my cert!!

Yes! After all those hard works i finally got my certificate and apply the licence today! Very happy right now, although it is just a diploma cert, but i really put my efforts on it, i treasure it. I feel like i have ended one of the chapter in my life and moving on with another new chapter which giving me more challenges - to be survive in the society by my own power.

So, what do i want to do next? For sure i will not continue to study to be an optometrist, i made this decision because i knew that optical line is just not my type, it may sound naive after all i have been bound by contract and study this course. If i study optometrist, i know i will not be happy, i will only getting more and more sad, sad for unable to change my life, sad for unable to choose my path... Plus, my time do not allow me to study, i'm bound by contract, remember? I do not have freedom for 6 years. I still have 3 more years, in these time i will and i must find a way to break through it, i don't want to do it anymore...

No one can save me, only i can save myself!
To change my life, first i have to change myself!
My life, my path, only i make decision about it!
I have play enough, it is time for me to do something for my future!

只要找对路，哪怕路遥远。





Seems like out of topic adi... -.-||

no more...

no more confuse
no more complain
no more excuses
no more tolerate
fighting hard to BREACH CONTRACT!!!

i just hate contract and no more contract!!! arghhh....!!!!

i want to change my life......

怎样?

怎样的思想，怎样的结果。
怎样的选择，怎样的生活。

yes, i did it!!

I did it, YES!!!
I pass the course and can join the convocation on next year, YES!!!
Goodbye, Axismatics!!
I'm a licensed Optician now, Wo~~Hooo~~!!!
YA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~~~!!!!!
I'm too happy until i don't know what to write adi... ha ha... XD

Rest in Peace, Grandma

My grandma past away yesterday morning, i was shock when my uncle called me on 6 something am...
So sudden, so unpredictable...
That is life, right? We can't do anything about it.
I do not have much memories with my grandma, but my sis and bro do, they used to live with her.
I only know that she was a teacher, she raised her 7 children alone after her husband disappeared, she is very strict and fierce sometimes... She is a strong women.
And now, you will forever live in my memories, grandma, the memories of the time we spent together.
Rest in peace, grandma, thank you for every things, rest well, i will miss you.

I'm an encourager!?

Found this at Yan Yee's blog...
This is the third time i test for this already... I don't know whether it accurate for me though...
1st time is transition, there is no particular personality in this group, so test again...
2nd time is harmonizer, but i forgot to save the link, so, test another time again...
Then, end up the following result...
Well, i think some of the point is quite suitable for me! ;P What do you think?
Go and have a test for yourself!

hide and seek?

Hello, to my particular tenant,

First of all, i want to say long time no see and how have you been in this one year?

We are connected by one friend right?

So why every time i look at you or we meet on the road you looked away?

I never been so desperately want to smile to a person and when that person looked away, i was like smiling to myself...

And when finally i get the chance to stand beside you, i don't know why i become so nervous and then ran away from there quickly! (Oh man, this is not me!)

Recently i also find myself look away if I'm in front of you, this is no good, no good...

How do i go to your shop if i never talk to you before?

I would like you to cut my hair actually, but I'm too shy to step into your shop if we keep playing hide and seek like this...

Let's smile to each other when we meet, okay?

Let's be friends, okay? :)

Peace, and have a nice day!

Goodbye Axismatics

Yesterday is my final exam!! I already finish the course!!

Goodbye, Axismatics,
time is passing so fast, two and half years i study this course, many friends i know, many things i learn, and i found that i still can be concentrate on studies after PMR... (My SPM is so bad...)

Goodbye, Axismatics,
half study half work is not easy, and i finally can get away from this!

Goodbye Axismatics,
i have many good and bad memories with you...
Good memories = spending time with my friends
Bad memories = getting bad result and need to be very stress to pass the minimum required marks before going to external exam...

Finally, i want to say, Goodbye Axismatics, bye bye!!! If i get full pass though... Haih...

My happy 21st birthday

Finally i'm 21st!! Old adi lor... How do i celebrate my birthday?
Well, on 27 May, my birthday, went to Sunway with Michele and Yan Yee.

We went to Gasoline to have our lunch(or breakfast?), Chin(sorry Michele, i only know his surname..) also join us.
I think we are quite noisy there because Michele, Yan Yee and me keep play play and play...
We all play like 5 years old child. Haiyo... All also 21 years old already la...
After that Chin left and we go red box sing k, we shout shout shout for few hours.
I like the Beijing Huan Ying Ni MV, many stars and quite nice to hear, surprising too when you see those stars appear.
Then we go to Padini Concept Store to buy clothes, they are having sales, great!!
Later, we go Waffle World, i still prefer the A&W waffle though...
Finally, at around 8pm we eat porridge steamboat at Sri Petaling, at that time Sze Yuen, Vin Yee, Woei Tyng and Chin also join us at that time.

Conclusion-
that day we all play play play, shout shout shout, shop shop shop and eat eat eat.

Ps#-
What a great day that day, many many thanks for all of my friends who spend your precious time with me, i'm grateful and enjoying it, and hope you too!! :)

I want to thank~~
Mother who giving birth to me.
Sis and Bro who beside me when i am growing.
Uncle who bought my dreaming piano for me.
Aunt who give me Ang Pao.
Yan Yee who give me the earing.
Sze Yuen, Michele and Chin who give me the pen with my name engrave on it and the key shaped key chain.
Vin Yee who massage me.
Woei Tyng who give me the hair clip.
Siew Yoon, Suk Jiun and Roy who post the birthday comment on my friendster.
Phooi Yee who called me and say happy birthday.
Rosanne who sang birthday song to me through internet and post an article on her blog wishing me happy birthday.
Yi Wen who msn with me and gave me many many many many presents!!
Wai Hong, Yiu Sing, Chia Li, Yen Pin, Mae Foong, Swee Yin, Wai Lip, Su Sean, Mei Shi, Yong Hao, Gibson, Kelvin and Suet Yan who sms me.

Photo Session~
oopps... seems like i couldn't upload photo now... will upload it later...

Ha ha!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

pass my practical, YES!!!!

write this blog at the moment when i know my practical exam result.
i'm very happy, i pass it fully!!! allow me to shout at here, YA HAHAHAHAHAH~~ YEAH~~!!!!
i was so worried before knowing the results, remember the day when i taking the exam (this exam divided into 4 sections),
section 1-i don't have time to recheck
section 2-i make mistakes when answering the questions (i just hate prism in single vision!!!!)
section 3-the examiner is soooo nice!!
section 4-questions again... T.T
what i worried the most is the section 2, the viva section, many seniors failed on this section, it is quite hard actually because you need to prescribe the prescriptions, identify those eye problems and diseases, and what i hate the most is the prisms.....
right now, i'm thinking what to buy for myself as my reward... hahaha!!!
ok, next target, 17 june 2008 final theory exams summer paper---> final ophthalmic and visual optics ---> i will study hard hard to pass you, because i can't afford to fail you!!! GO GO GO!!!
;)

slipper

Today, when i go out to buy something, i realize one thing, I'm still wearing my old slipper, I'm using it for 3 years plus already, and it brings back memories...
3 years ago, i have been selected to join the national service for 3 months, i bought this slipper just for that.
It was so enjoying during that time, i befriends with many people, we play together, laugh together and even cry together when we are going back.
We were training for marching and compete with each other on many many competitions.
They even celebrate my 18th birthday, it was an unforgettable birthday celebration, i never try to chase everyone to 'splash' the cream on them so crazily before, it was a CREAM WAR, i was like a monster chasing everyone and they are yelling when they saw me...
Although right now i still have keep in touch with some of them, but it is quite sad that we no longer so close to each other again, hmm... wonder what they are doing right now...
What a great youth memory, I'm so happy i have been selected and know these people...

ps#My mom looking at me strangely when she saw me smiling at my slippers... :)

lucky, strength, personal connection

这世上比起幸运与实力, 大多时候都是人脉更具影响力

In this world, despite of lucky and strength, in most of the time, personal connection is more powerful.

Again, i get this phrase from the novel that I'm reading now, 'Merchant Meats Spicy Wolf II'. This phrase is a fact and it is very useful especially when you are working, so, don't make everyone to become your enemy, remember that!! ;)

fed up

i only have one feeling right now...

fed up, fed up, fed up, fed up, FED UP!!!!!!!

fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up!!!!!

when these days will end? I'm getting tired and fed up...

let go of me.......

会呼吸的痛...

....想念是会呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　看你的信会痛　连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛....

i like these lyrics, the feel of it represents my feelings of that long long time ago...
now i want to learn this song, yeah!!

talk about my work

Today talk about my work... Usually i don't like to talk about it and during working it happens all the time, but this particular case make me want to tell you all...

3 days ago, i get a complaint from a customer (let's call her Cust.A) due to a mistake of my staff who served her last week, she ordered wrong power colour contact lens for that Cust.A.
That customer need it urgently because she need to fly to somewhere else the next day, that's mean we can't give her the correct one in time.
At that time i was serving my customer, Cust.A keep scolding my staff and she is totally went out of nuts until my staff ask her to refer to me (what a GOOD staff!!), well, as you can imagine, Cust.A went straight away to me and nag nag nag... (hey, i'm serving my customer, you don't even say 'excuse me' to my customer!)
I have no choice but to ask my customer to wait then hear what Cust.A to know about the situation and order my staff to find the trial lens for her, then i continue serve my customer again.
While waiting for my staff to find the things for her, she keep coming to my table and NAG NAG NAG, oh my, i need to ask my customer to wait again...
Finally, we manage to solve her problem, she can see during her journey but it do not have the colours only, the colours one she will get it after she come back, but, she is still complain, complain, complain... want to report to consumer association la, ask my boss to call her la, blah blah blah...
I try to be keep myself cool headed, sincere and keep apologizing at that time, what a hard time! I feel like i want to eat her at that time, my staff stand further behind of me and shiver...
After she went off, my customer say she is so noisy when i continue to serve her.

Actually i'm not complaining about this customer since this is our fault nor finding a reason to runaway from the responsibility, but one thing i want to tell you girls/guys is, when people make mistake, don;t take the initiative to scold people like that, keep yourself cool down and ask the solutions.
If you act like that Cust.A, for my opinion, you are acting like a monkey! (yeah, i admit it, when she is nagging to me, i was imagining she 'wah wah wah' in front of me... i know i'm bad, sorry...)
I know you have the right to scold, but if you act probably, people will honour you!

PS# So torturing when writing this, i have to flashback the memories and remember the unhappy things, i remember after she went off, i have no mood already... sigh...

love?

Found this in a translated Japanese manga, i found that i very like this phrase, credit for those who translate it into Chinese!

恋をするまでが夢で、恋は始まると現実なんたって。

恋爱的实质就是，开始之前，都如梦幻一般，一旦开始，就成了现实。

The truth of the love is, before it get started, it feel like dreams, but once it start, it become realistic.

True isn't it? What do you think? :)

lala~~ karaoke~~

yesterday went to sing k with phooi yee, this is the first time i go sing k with just one friend... we sang, we play, we laugh together in about 5 hours... we sing some of the old pop songs and we found that we forgot how to sing and sing it badly, well, who cares? we just want the fun! haha!! but phooi yee, you really need to go practice some of the duet songs so we can sing together again and of course me too! XD let's sing together again, i think that's probably after both of us finish our final exam, bwa hahahahaha!!!!!

Visual Optics... Haih...

Visual Optics, your theories are so great!
Visual Optics, your definitions are so many!
Visual Optics, your theories sometimes i can use in work!
Visual Optics, your formula is less complicated than others but also less familiar than others!!
Visual Optics, you don't have much drawing like anatomy!
Visual Optics, your marks are so hard to get!
Visual Optics, you are my nightmare right now after anatomy!


Visual Optics, i like you yet i hate you!!!!!!!!

chat with an old friend

on 5 march and onwards, i get to chat with an old friend of mine, she is my pen mate, we know each other since December 2003 in a camp called mighty man camp and not keep in touch at around 1 to 2 years plus... how do we start again? that's begin during chinese new year i gave her a new year card to her new address, then she sms me to chat on the msn. we chat about how we meet at that time and our recent life, it brings out a lot of memories, i'm very happy and it's really enjoying chatting with her! so rosanne, let's do not lost contact again and very glad to have you as my friend, i appreciate that!! ;)

live the fullest!! yeah!!

live the fullest of your life, no regrets!! no matter what decision you make, just think it two or three times, because there is no turning back in your life! once you make the decision, don't regret about it, or you will be live in hell...

another good phrase i learn is in Chinese, I'm sorry i couldn't translate it into English... “前半生不犹豫，后半生不后悔。”

can't sleep tonight and nothing to talk about also... so just write down my opinion...

lies...

lie itself do not important, what important is the motives behind the lie, especially in business...

this is what i learn from the novel that i read recently, 'Merchant meats spicy wolf'.

i love piano!!

recently my uncle bought a piano for me as my 21st birthday present, i'm very happy and very appreciate about that. it has been eight years i didn't play piano already, so right now, busily practice to regain my skills and find a teacher to teach me. i swear i will never give up on piano again, i don't want to feel regret anymore, so, never give up no matter what happen, never ever!! and so to all of my friends, never give up your dreams!! jia you!!

P/s# i hope this can change my dull and boring life also... XD and...

THANK YOU VERY MUCH, UNCLE!!!

alright, i know... finally...

ok, to everyone, this is my blog! and finally, this is my own blog!! HAHAHAHAHHA!!!!
i may not post often, but i will keep update my life, my favorite things and else... hopefully...